| An Update. |
[07 Feb 2007|01:04am] |
Before I get on with talking about my life. I just want to say:
Aimee, I hope things are better for you at the moment. I'm not exactly sure what is going on, but I would like to know, that is if you don't mind telling me. If you need to get anything off your chest, I'm here for you.
In other news... I'm never, ever, ever, eating at Taco Bell again. My ass and the toilet had great conversations today. I'll only go to Taco Bell whenever I want a Baja Blast. But I'm probably going to give up soda here soon, among other things. Life is boring. Things should be getting better soon. I'm trying at all costs to not go out as much. Mainly because it is too fucking cold to do anything. I need spring... and summer. I miss going outside without my winter coat. I miss taking little random road trips to somewhere. I mean, yeah, it's cheaper to go places in the winter, but way too cold. My drive to Liberal, Kansas this year, so far is one of the only high lights. But then again, it's very early in the year. It was actually pretty nice in Liberal... the weather that is. Southwest Kansas is beautiful. But Liberal... It's a pretty shitty town. But I really loved the scenic drive. Anyway... I'll continue this update some other time.
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| rip it up and start it again. |
[19 Nov 2006|12:24am] |
i hate the person i was.
i hate the person i am now.
i hate nebraska.
i hate my friends for no apparent reason.
i don't know what's wrong with me. is it jealousy? i'm sorry if i was smothering, and somewhat of a careless prick. i feel like a burden to everyone... eh, fuck it, i don't need this feeling. fuck all of you. i won't be a burden to any of you. i'm tired of this shit. i'm starting over. for now, i'm not going to talk to any of you. i'm starting off new. obviously you didn't need me, so i don't need you.
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| my top favorite horror movies of all time. |
[29 Oct 2006|07:25pm] |
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- dawn of the dead (1978)
(some might say this one is boring and the remake was better... fuck you)
- the texas chainsaw massacre (1974)
(the original is 10 times better than the one with jessica biel)
- evil dead 2
("who's laughing now?!")
- audition
(quite possibly one of the most fucked up movies ever made, beautiful!)
- night of the living dead
(you can't fuck with a classic)
- day of the dead
(bub made this movie!)
- slither
(yes, this movie just came out, but it was fucking awesome, and hilarious!)
- Halloween 1 & 2
(fuck the rest)
- THE THING
(the black guy survives once again... sort of)
- Ju-On 1 & 2
(the originals = creepy as fuck)
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| new hair. |
[24 Oct 2006|12:25am] |
well, it's been like a year since i really updated this bitch. well, not that long, but it feels long. everything is fine as of late. been meeting a few new friends from the halloween store. and still hanging with a few old friends.
this girl at my work named Michelle is going to beauty/hair styling school, and last night she flat ironed my hair making it look straight, and my god, it was FANTASTIC!
for once, i can actually say i look hot. haha.
but right now, it's back to that poofy piece of shit that bugs my head all the time. sometime within this week it's going to be chemically straightened. i can't wait.
more updates soon to come... maybe.
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| A Wolf At the Door |
[30 Sep 2006|01:03am] |
Drag him out your window
Dragging out the dead
Singing I miss you
Snakes and ladders flip the lid
Out pops the cracker
Smacks you in the head
Knifes you in the neck
Kicks you in the teeth
Steel toe caps
Takes all your credit cards
Get up get the gunge
Get the eggs
Get the flan in the face
The flan in the face
The flan in the face
Dance you fucker dance you fucker
Don't you dare
Don't you dare
Don't you flan in the face
Take it with the love its given
Take it with a pinch of salt
Take it to the taxman
Let me back
Let me back
I promise to be good
Don't look in the mirror at the face you don't recognize
Help me, call the doctor, put me inside
put me inside
I keep the wolf from the door
But he calls me up
Calls me on the phone
Tells me all the ways that he's gonna mess me up
Steal all my children if I don't pay the ransom
And I'll never see them again if I squeal to the cops. . . .
Walking like giant cranes
And with my X-ray eyes I strip you naked
in a tight little world
and are you on the list?
Stepford wives who are we to complain?
Investments and dealers
Investments and dealers
Cold wives and mistresses
Cold wives and Sunday papers city
Boys in First Class don't know we're born you know
Someone else is gonna come and clean it up
Born and raised for the job
Someone always does
I wish you'd get up get over
get up get over and turn your tape off
So I'm just gonna. . . .
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[12 Sep 2006|10:16pm] |
you know what? life sucks...
the only things really keeping me sane is school and... radiohead.
yeah yeah, lame i know. fuck you.
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| Question of the Day... |
[13 Aug 2006|06:44pm] |
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Whatever happened to Nine Inch Nails being awesome? The Last two albums were nothing compared to Pretty Hate Machine, The Downward Spiral, Broken/Fixed.... shit, I miss good NIN.
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[09 Aug 2006|11:45pm] |
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i've never been so pissed off about a job... i actually dread on coming in tomorrow. sometimes i feel as if this job has actually made me a much angrier person, yeah i know i've always had some anger issues but it's getting worst, sometimes i feel like i'm going to explode and just beat the shit out of someone, anyone. "Come on Blake, you have like the easiest job ever, you just sit there and handle customers all day." Fuck you, you don't know what it's like... I don't mean to sound like me and Santi's inside joke. No one really knows what it's like. I can't experience any other emotion as of late, except rage. There have been times where I'd get so angry in the past and I would cry, but I can't even cry, I just want to fucking smash somebody with a crowbar in their face. I feel like I'm losing every other emotion I've ever had. When I'm away from work, sure I can be content with life, maybe even make a joke or two, but then I come back to work and it just pisses me off, it really kills off all my other good moods. Listening to music doesn't even help anymore, there is nothing that can help me in that fucking place. I need to leave and just find something better with my life. Tomorrow just might be my day, where I will fucking explode. I have a feeling my manager is going to have a talk with me, and just tell me off, I believe I'm going to get angry and explode on her, possibly even walk out, quit, and just tell her to go fuck herself. All my friends have told me to take it easy, and just be very passive about it, but I don't think I can take this shit anymore, I've been way too passive enough, letting people walk all over me, what is there to be really afraid of? Losing a job and not making my next car payment, I'm so close to taking my chances... jesus christ... what have i become?
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| Clair gave me an "L" |
[09 Aug 2006|11:35pm] |
oh geez, this one is hard... i was only suppose to pick 5 songs, but fuck it, i chose nine.
radiohead - "lucky"
radiohead - "life in a glasshouse"
radiohead - "let down"
radiohead - "like spinning plates"
new order - "leave me alone"
massive attack - "live with me"
mos def - "love"
akira yamaoka - "love psalm"
tom waits - "lonely"
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| i need to find something better in my life... |
[07 Aug 2006|11:20pm] |
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so, work fucking sucks. i have a great feeling that i'm hated by everyone there... maybe except for Tynetta and Deb... but that's okay, because I think they're cool. but i have a feeling if I continue to work there for another month I will either A) get fired or B) fucking shoot myself in the leg. I've already gotten so pissed off I broke the glass on the pump screen that says "insert your card" with my elbow, which resulted to pulling glass out of my skin, and getting some blood on my polo shirt. I know I only did it out of anger, but afterwards, I felt really good about it. I didn't care that i had blood dripping from my arm and that i had little piece of glass jabbed into my skin. The real fun was lying about the broken glass. I remember a customer came in and made a comment about it, and my reaction was "REALLY?! What kind of jerk would do that?" Hahaha. FUCK YOU WORK!
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| My favorite was always Cowabunga! |
[31 Jul 2006|01:19pm] |
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I just got done watching the first Ninja Turtles movie... oh memories... I still think the 2nd movie is my favorite. I'm also quite ecstatic for the new movie that comes out in 2007!
I don't care what anyone says, I think it looks sweet.
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| Fond, but not in love... |
[29 Jul 2006|10:25pm] |
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i need to quit smoking... but is that even possible? it'll be quite a challenge.
i wanna see radiohead in concert again... :-/
Now all I need to do is see Mos Def, Wu-Tang Clan, and Massive Attack and life should be complete... I'll update more later..
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| You know... |
[23 Jul 2006|12:52am] |
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Miles Davis is one of my heros. I am very fond of his music. Anything he has touched has been wonderful... but this is quite possibly the most disturbing picture I've ever seen...
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| I can say... |
[21 Jul 2006|05:39pm] |
There's only 5 movies that I modeled my life after, and it makes me who I am today. These are the films...
- Menace II Society
- Death Wish 3
- Jeremiah Johnson
- Jungle Fever
- Home Alone 2: Lost In New York
with that being said. who's down with hanging out?
anyone?
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| "the more you try to erase me..." |
[12 Jul 2006|01:39am] |
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so far. i have to say, my favorite album this year is one that i havn't even had for 24 hours. simply it's been taken away by Thom Yorke's The Eraser.
In other news, Santos will be moving in to my house on thursday.
brothers don't shake hands. brothers got to hug.
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| FUCK HOLLYWOOD FOREVER!!! |
[08 Jul 2006|11:48pm] |
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God damn unoriginal bastards!
In recent news, New Line Cinema has bought the rights to the film and story of Battle Royale to create an Americanized remake.
Enough Said.
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| a nerdy conversation.... |
[30 Jun 2006|02:51am] |
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bzabrilliant (2:32:44 AM): did you see the new superman?
oldermanpants (2:32:49 AM): no not yet
bzabrilliant (2:33:04 AM): it's actually really good
oldermanpants (2:33:19 AM): I'm probably gonna get a ticket for An Inconvenient Truth, watch it, and then sneak into Superman because all I care to see is Kevin Spacey cuz he's awesome
oldermanpants (2:33:21 AM): and dreamy :-)
bzabrilliant (2:33:41 AM): and bald
oldermanpants (2:33:59 AM): look
oldermanpants (2:34:00 AM): I'm straight
oldermanpants (2:34:08 AM): like I'm fiercely heterosexual
oldermanpants (2:34:12 AM): but I want to rub myself against his bald head
oldermanpants (2:34:14 AM): I'm just saying
oldermanpants (2:34:26 AM): THAT DOESN'T MAKE ME GAY BLAKE SHUTUP
bzabrilliant (2:36:13 AM): i'm not really a fan of DC Comic heros
bzabrilliant (2:36:23 AM): except Batman
oldermanpants (2:36:27 AM): I hate everything DC does except Batman
oldermanpants (2:36:28 AM): right on
oldermanpants (2:36:39 AM): Batman post-80's is one of the most interesting comic characters
bzabrilliant (2:37:13 AM): though Marvel has alot of super-heros that i could really care less for as well
oldermanpants (2:37:33 AM): well yeah, there are lots of disposable heroes, but Marvel doesn't have nearly as many
oldermanpants (2:37:38 AM): I mean DC has the green arrow
oldermanpants (2:37:48 AM): who gives a fuck about some dumb archer in a stupid hat
bzabrilliant (2:37:53 AM): true
oldermanpants (2:38:00 AM): HIS SPECIAL POWER IS A BOW
oldermanpants (2:38:04 AM): AND AN ARROW I GUESS
bzabrilliant (2:38:10 AM): and Aquaman
oldermanpants (2:38:10 AM): HE SHOOTS THE ARROW AT STUFF WITH HIS BOW
oldermanpants (2:38:22 AM): hahaha aquaman
bzabrilliant (2:38:31 AM): Aquaman is fucking worthless
oldermanpants (2:38:50 AM): I'll bet even the fish don't like talking to him
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| Summer as of late. |
[23 Jun 2006|12:41am] |
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Well, summer has kicked ass so far.
I'm not working at Wal-mart anymore. I got a much better job. I saw Radiohead in concert. I met hot chicks in Lawrence, among other things. Life is a cookie
Entourage: Aimee, Sean, and Santos
Current Listenings: Radiohead, Mos Def, Tomahawk, Peeping Tom, Gnarls Barkley
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| RADIOHEAD!!!! |
[20 Jun 2006|11:47am] |
After being a fan for 10 years, last night, I finally got to see them. And what an amazing show it was. Definately the best concert I've ever been to. I also met some really cool people there.
Songs They Played:
(Other than a bunch of new stuff, here are the ones I remember them playing)
You and Whose Army
The National Anthem
Exit Music For A Film
Knives Out
The Gloaming
Paranoid Android
There There
Like Spinning Plates
Idioteque
Morning Bell
Lucky
Bones
A Wolf At The Door
True Love Waits
Everything In It's Right Place...
great show all in all!
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